It will not be new if am poured with words of insult but i just need to express what am feeling right now.
I have been going out with this girl for the past 11yrs, i love her but the truth is that i can't marry her due to some circumstances beyound my control. she knows that too but she keeps on saying that it will work out.
Is never in me to have plunged into another relationship but because of this problem i found my self in the arms of another who infact loves me dearly and in return i love her too to the extend of telling her that i would have married her immediately if she was the one i first met. She is my Idea of wife, she is a wife material, having the qualities of not just a woman but a wife.
Sometimes i feel she is disguising but i realise she is not, just been her real self and very very understanding.
Here comes my problem, i don't want to hurt my first girl because of the time she has invested in the relastionship aslo i do not want to hurt my present girl because of how good she is to me.
I have never been confused in my life but this am really confused.
What do i do and how do i go about it cos i don't want to let go of my present girl and i don't want to hurt old girl too.