I am married to a wonderful lady. We have two lovely kids and by God's grace we lack nothing. However my wife had to go outside the country to further her studies. She took our last son with her on the trip and I sent my older daughter to my mum because of my busy schedule.
That is where the problem is. I am currently living with a househelp alone in our house and all of a sudden the girl has become very beautiful in my eyes. Not that she was not but it seems I cant resist her now.
I have managed to overcome the temptation up till now but I don't know for how long. As if she has noticed it, she keeps exposing herself in a very indecent ways and I want to send her away till my wife returns.
Will that help? My fear is that the sex 'appetite' is still there and I might take it outside; something which I dread so much.
I am not looking for insults please. I want genuine and clever advise. This is no joke, my future depends on this. How do I overcome this urge?