To my only love:
I keep struggling for the exact words of what you mean to me. I keep going through my head how i can convey my feelings you give me without feeling the deja vu of things all the time. I have troubles telling you everything i feel in my heart, in my soul without being able to look in your eyes, without being able to feel your skin against mine. But here i go again, trying.
One day you unexpectedly turned up into my life. You touched my soul from the first time i saw you. You left imprints in my soul for life. You left footprints in the sands of my heart, fully it was yours from day one. You have become my safe haven in life. When i feel my world is falling apart, or things will never be right, all i have to do is turn to you. I cry out for you hoping the wind will send my words to you. Hoping that somehow they will reach you. From the first time i saw you, i knew you were my angel in disguise. You didnt realize it then and you probably dont now, but you are.
You have this stronghold on me that i never want you to let go. You are my rock, my hope, my guidance. You catch me when i fall, you pick up the pieces off the ground and put them back together for me. I will keep you in my heart forever. Your name a symbol of all the memories we have shared and have yet to share. Your voice is music in my ears. There is no way i could forget you, even if i tried. Your memories will forever live inside of me, being a part of me.
I dont know how i will ever thank you, or how i will ever show you how much i appreciate you. I guess for now, till we are able to touch each other, i will send it along in the breeze. Hoping that it will find you, wherever you may be at the time.
I love you,