Please people help me and don't criticise me. I just had a terrible and horrible misunderstanding with my love, the person I truly love because though he has failed me horribly, everything was good. We were meant to see each other, three times, he failed because he was so busy, and he didn't really apologise for that. 4th time, he set the day and time and still failed to show up so I was annoyed.
I went up to his place, unfortunately he wasn't home and that was what got me mad. I started texting him all sorts of curses. There's nothing I didn't say to him. Over 100, even telling him how he would be impotent, die and so many horrible words. When I say horrible, i mean horrible. I even threw it to his face about the fraud his friends were telling me about him, telling I'll call the cops and he'll rot in jail and so many harsh words, which is unlike me. I'm even ashamed to write all of them. I even brought up the past where he hurt me. I called him cheap, just because he wasn't around?? This is actually the first time, such is happening.
Please people what do I do or where do I go from here now? I know I should apologise but how?? I cannot even text I'm sorry because I went too far. What options can I try or did he really deserve it?
Do you all think that I could go to his place tomorrow to apologise or wait weeks, days to apologise to him?? God forgive me for my words.